Nobody gets beaten to a bloody pulp in my version. No one
goes to jail. There is no brain washing. However, there is anger,
maliciousness, fear, and maturation. The youth are still out of control.
Except in my version, the teachers have the power, and the
kids should be real horrorshow scared. This is the story of how I restrained my
rage towards my undisciplined students.
I remember the times of high school when the end of the year
was in site, the weather was a distraction, and short attention spans grew ever
shorter. I remember classrooms resembling classrooms less and less, and more
accurately resembling contained circus exhibits. I too remember participating
in these shenanigans. Now I’ve found how nightmarish those last days are for
teachers. My students have little to no respect remaining; have no desire to
learn stoichiometry, nor the capacity to fully grasp the magnitude of what I’m
teaching. I find myself teaching less and shouting more. My disgust for
corporal punishment is evaporating quite rapidly (I will never partake, but
there have been several occasions when I wished I hadn’t made that vow).
And so I find myself in the unique situation of searching
for a remedy to unruly teenagers (if parenting was remotely like this ever, please
forgive me, Mom and Dad) that will scare them into submission. But I have no
remedy. My only hope is the kids grow up, realize they might someday want
something more, and sit down quietly. Because I know that ultimately, what I’m
trying to teach them (I am teaching more than just stoich) will help, and no
scare tactic I could possibly enforce will have the same effect as if they
individual decide they want something better. And so my tactic is to hope…
And now for two random photos! Just because I haven't posted any photos recently.
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